I write with my heart, a new transformation is taking place within me and I am forged out of a force that is not separate from me, yet is not of the old temporal world. It feels as though it is entirely new, a new paradigm. The old concepts and beliefs die and a new truer me is born.
The fear is that I will revert back to my old ways. To the habits and set regiments that kept me locked in the patterns that had me blind. Here I sit in possibility. Meditating for what feels like hours each morning I find myself in a world where all the shifts that are required seem to occur mainly in a state of gratitude. (more…)
It has been quite some time since I have last Blogged.
I have to say that the main reason why I began to Blog was principally to give my own life a sense of purpose. To commit myself to something worthwhile because essentially I felt that to be missing. So I yearned to find that in writing.
As I shifted my fears and engaged the presence of God/Spirit in life I have found a deepening sense of fulfilment and contentment.
The anxiousness, fears and drama that governs much of life we see in the world seem to be like the beads of water on a ducks back. I can watch and observe them. The complaining etc. is dissolving. Yet what changed? Of-course, I had in the past made the effort to engage this presence of God in life, but had not experienced a deep radical shift.
So, you might ask, what has changed?